C to the J

I HAVE A NEW LJ

2005-09-02T00:13:49Z

I have a new LJ name!!!!!!!! its _uberlegitimate so please add me, because i have added everyone again. so that would be awkward if you didn't add me back. unless you don't want to be my friend any more.

and then there was... me!

2005-08-18T23:27:13Z

mike left for college this morning. i cried.

all this time i didn't know how i was feeling about it. but i will truely miss the guy. its also different tho with mike than lauren, hes 2 states away. shes an hour away. me and him are closer in age so we've spent more time together. and i guess i was a little happy when lauren left because of the room situations. even tho i totally miss her like all the time. its just sad that i'm the only one left.

i feel so lonely.

therefore i'm going to go drive MY CAR. my MANUAL. to jennis house and sleep over.

i feel like jello

2005-08-18T03:08:03Z

water polo is killing me. devil.

i am totally proud right now. i CAN DRIVE STICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like GOOD. well not REALLY good but good enough to get around! whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

i had to because my cars leaving tomorrow until about sunday. and so is my brother..... i'm sad now. i have decided my feelings now and it's sadness. i will miss the big guy. ::sigh:: oh well he'll have the time of his life. hes scared, but he won't admit it. i just know he is by the way he's acting, i know him like the back of my hand. i love him. he hugged me today.

ok SO we got robbies desposable camera pictures back. and i have proof...

21 and OVER club baby. we look 21 right? hella mature like atleast....

hahahahaha. we rock.

falling apart, literally

2005-07-21T00:07:13Z

So0o0o0o0o0o0o.

i woke up this morning with the most pain in my neck i've ever felt in my life. excruciating pain. like i could not move any which way without it hurting, and just sitting here it hurts. so mom took me to the chiropratic office and it turns out i have a really big pinched nerve.

so NOW besides the fact that I'M ON CRUTCHES. i'm also suppose to wear a NECK BRACE!!!!!!!

i walked into the house with the neck brace on and mike looked at me. and fell on the ground laughing. and yea it was hilarious. i mean if you can picture that. CJ, on crutches and a neck brace. atleast i don't have braces!? man. ooooooooooooh man. hahahahahhahahahahaha.

and the even greater thing is i didn't really even DO anything! haaaaaahahahahaha. oh man. i mean i am going to be scared to go to bed tonight.

i really don't wear the brace though. it doesn't really help.

cosmostarcj @ 2005-07-06T00:16:00

2005-07-06T07:19:21Z

so this is really late on the updating. since i just did like 20 minutes ago. BUT it was just sent to me. to document this monumental occasion.

oh yea.

for those who missed 4th of july

2005-07-06T06:58:21Z

pics from pismo for my sister...

jeff lit off a picilo pete in the house

i just had to since i was the top commenter on andys

2005-07-01T05:16:05Z

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p.s. i got hit on by 8th graders tonight...hahahahahaha

thats enough

2005-06-30T19:44:36Z

i'm going to laser quest today. to play laser tag. yea.

yesterday we drove around in DLs car a lot. and went to pretty view points. i'd totally post pictures but for some reason my camera cable IS IN EUROPE! anyways.

mates of state make me so happy.

on tuesday i got in a whipped cream fight with seth. while everyone stood around taking pictures of me getting beat up and getting a bloody lip. but Seth totally ate it when he tried to jump over a fan while chasing me and he ripped up his knee. i started to smell like throw-up/rancid milk. it was quite gross.

my hair is hellsa long.

houseboats!

2005-06-28T00:37:09Z

so i've been back from houseboats for about 3 days now. it was uber fun. except now i have 2 ear infections. YAY! i mean yea it totally sucks because its affecting my inner ear which controls my balance. so needless to say i have absolutely no balance now compared to having little before. i kind of sway a lot, i`m good sitting down and lying down though.

yay for backflips off the houseboats and touching the bottom of the delta. and i WILL jump of the DSN in like 3 weeks. oh and i totally coinstared today, i had $105 in change!! but i only got 95 of it because of the stupid machine taking my money away. they are clever. but dang! $95!?

when all the boats were docked.

we played this game where you vibrate your lips like a horse, (ya know??) and take a picture of it, here are 2 really good ones.

isaac and contos. hahahahaha.

a wakeboard run i took my camera on. this is mikes grab

Sabaa on ooga booga night (a prank game) looking like a terrorist.

alex, the boys crew (who i fell inlove with) makes balloon animals like a crazy man!! it just made me that much more attracted to him. look at my pretty flower.

pretty sunsets. i love sunsets

the boys and me on banana runs.

we had to go through a drawbridge and i thought this was a sweet picture i got of it. instead of going up and down the bridge turned sideways. i got this pic while standing on top of our boat.

the boys boat

ok i wont bore you any more..... i miss it already.

mmm hmm

2005-06-19T06:30:15Z

houseboats houseboats houseboats!

lori and i are completely cool, we figured out what was wrong.

lori and john are no more.

but she is suprisingly OK, which is awesome and amazing.

the sad part is he's not.

i am soo much apart of this and i don't want to be.

i love lori.

P.S. i passed my first sobriety check point. hahahaha. and i got a bandaid dispenser filled with crayola crayon bandaids. from the officer. what a lucky i am.

you were an immaculate conception!?

2005-06-15T20:04:30Z

i took no finals today...

but i got to go to safeway during 3rd period with Mr. Nichols... my brother AP World teacher. super random. we bought donuts and stuff. and the asian cashier thought me and kate were dancers or cheerleaders (yea.....ok), and that Mr. Nicholls was a PE teacher with a six pack. i loved that guy.

i am slightly tanner.

2005-06-15T01:49:10Z

so today was the last day ever of Mrs. Reynolds hell hole.
and sadly photography. i'm going to miss ms. Isaac soo much its unbelievable.

BUTTTTTTTTTT theres this huge (41x47 huge) poster of this painting by Jim Dine from the Museum of Modern Art, New York. a huge heart with green background. i have stared at it every day in her class obsessed with it. and today when i was hanging out at her desk i asked her where she got it because i really wanted one like it. and shes like "ooh the old teacher left it... do you want it?".... ARE YOU JOKING ME!? OF COURSE!!!! i now am the proud owner of a print of an amazing painting and its like humongo! i seriously was like shaking in disbelief. what a loser. but now its mine and i'm like the happiest little kid.

i also accidentally stapled my finger in Reynolds class trying to open up a stapler. i thought i was too cool to do that... but its an easier thing to do than it looks. i then dislodged it and began to bleed. i guess you take the good with the bad.

2 down. 4 to go... even though all i did was take a vocabulary test, and thursday i have a math final, which i can get a 38% on and have a B in the class. what a waste of day. oh well.

a waste of time

2005-06-12T07:23:51Z

EDIT: this line was erased.

haha i am so coooooooooooooooool. since that was ACTUALLY in IDIGI, a form of giberish. like i said i am so cool that that actually did say something.

man.

today me and lori went shopping at safeway waiting for the boys to come with ben's moms credit card so we could buy hellsa stuff. lori played the roll of the kid in the shopping cart. and i pushed her around. and we bought hella food that we did not eat but had fun buying.

and then we watched muppet treasure island.

and then did other various exciting activites.

yesterday i went to an improve show called "camp Lunatics" but the A is said like "apple" not A as in "alive". to clarify a bit.

then to a carnival in menlo park. i hate carnivals. but i did pimp it up on the ferris wheel some how ending up in the all boys thingy. what fun.....

i also got asked twice yesterday at different parts of the day if i was high. the biggest pot head i know asked me, you think he would know. whats up with that?

yay for CJ being auditory challenged! screw french!

2005-06-09T04:25:19Z

MissUndrstood77: like why dont they just give us our finals now?
YouKneeK16: when a cow is dying you dont just let it suffer
YouKneeK16: u shoot it
MissUndrstood77: exactly!!!
MissUndrstood77: get to the POINT!
YouKneeK16: yes
MissUndrstood77: i mean mrs. burtons got it right for once
YouKneeK16: yeah lazy bitch's laziness is working to our advantange
MissUndrstood77: exactly
MissUndrstood77: which is quite ironic
YouKneeK16: very

the world is right

2005-06-06T04:27:38Z

so things with me and lori are cleared up. because i was finally like "ok talk to me... this is rediculous" and then i cleared up false ideas she had about things i said. so yea thats good. yay world!

friday night eating cold stone in taso's car/truck/stationwagon type thing.. me and jenni decided to take pictures.

but then she ran her head into mine...

then we took some pictures successfully. and taso made me look like a rabbit.

there was absolutely no point to these. other than the fact that i am awesome. haha that was a joke.

then me and jenni tanned the next day and i got color!!!!! i am on my way to be a tan lady yes yes.

THE GET UP KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-05T02:45:18Z

so yea i know this is a really late post for what i am talking about. but i am a busy girl.

THE GET UP KIDS PUT ON THE BEST SHOW I HAVE SEEN THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

seriously topping: jimmy eat world, the faint, bright eyes, the killers, tegan and sara... everbody.

seriously. they played EVERY SONG I ABSLOLUTELY LOVE!!!!!!!!

with 2.... count them 2 encores!! the encore alone could have satisfied me. they played for an hour and a half. closing with "close to me" "ten minutes" "i`ll catch you" "shorty" and like every awesomest song ever!

(i'm using way to many exclamation marks)

and wow i still am just blown away (3 days later!!) and then i drove home all by myself from the city at like 1 in the morning.

then i decided i was going to get really tired the next day at school so i stopped by safeway and got a redbull... that was an awkward situation.

what a way to go out.

and this post is basically the same as Laurens... but i mean its all true! and thanks so much for taking me sister! because if it weren't for you i couldn't have seen it.. and it was the best ever! i love you!!

such a complainer

2005-06-02T00:20:30Z

so yea like for some reason nothing ever is alright. and i am the worst best girl friend keeper in the history of life! yea CJ. way to go. again. and so i restate to all why i find boys so much better than girls. why people ask me all the time why i am always with the boys. ITS BECAUSE OF YOU FRICKEN DRAMATIC BITCHESSSSSSS.

so i had to write a poem for english class. but the first and last line were given to us. we could chose from 15 first lines, and 15 last lines. and then like 10 or so of our own lines between. and so i decided what the hell why not write about things that suck. like everything right now...

I can’t live in the world
One with problems and no solutions
Angry friends, bitter endings
Lack of sleep, lack of commitment
Where good intentions mean nothing
And sincere concern is not allowed
Where people take sides
And get one-sided stories
A world where nothingness separates
And expressions are taken wrongly
Where there is only one victim
And the antagonist is lonely
Wait I’m confused,
Who are we talking about?
Who is the protagonist?
Exactly, in the midst of craziness
A wish to leave this unbearable world granted
And now there is only darkness.

don't make fun of my inferior poetry. atleast i tried.

asdopfkapsdofk

2005-05-30T08:26:22Z

this is just one of those times that i want to disappear forever.

why can't i get along with girls?

yay

2005-05-29T02:27:15Z

i'm so proud of myself. i woke up this morning: made myself some eggs and started on my 7 page paper. and i finally finnished it!! yea i totally am done, work cited crap and everything. i definitely did it like 3 days early and everything!!

now i only have to do a book report and math and crap.

i'm still in my pjs and havent taken a shower or washed my face. but i definitely brushed my teeth cause that would be nast.

now i'm going to go chill with matty.

cosmostarcj @ 2005-05-26T16:29:00

2005-05-26T23:30:34Z

When you grab a hold of me
You tell me that I'll never be set free
I'm a parasite,
creep and crawl I step into the night.
Two pints of booze
Tell me are you a badfish too? Are you a badfish too?
Ain't got no money to spend
I know the night will never end
Lord knows I'm weak
Won't somebody get me off of this reef

Baby your a big blue whale
Grab the reef when all duck diving fails
I swim but wish I never learned
The water's too polluted with germs
I dive deep when it's ten feet overhead
Grab the reef underneath my bed
Ain't got no quarrels with God Ain't got no time to grow old
Lord knows I'm weak
Won't somebody get me off of this reef

Ain't got no quarrels with God Ain't got no time to grow old
Lord knows I'm weak
Won't somebody get me off of this reef

happy wednesday

2005-05-25T22:17:49Z

You Are 40% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

i just saw star wars III.... the end.

2005-05-25T05:26:19Z

as i walked into my house today there was a white spider thingy on the door. and then when i realized it was there it jumped. and then i jumped back. but i dont know where it went.

and now my whole body is itchy.

go away go away go away go away

2005-05-24T03:05:29Z

i honestly have nothing good to say. or maybe that was a lie. but i was going with the whole "if you have nothing good to say don't say anything" which i have totally followed through all of my LJ postings ever. i am very sarcastic.

i wrote a poem that cait wants me to post but am entirely too emabarassed to post it. even though she is like the only one who reads this thing.

i took pictures of the most amazing sunset ever with my awesometastic camera. then realized it was in black and white film. felt like an idiot. and then was mad i forgot my digital. then later went home and realized my digital was in my purse the whole time. most genius person to ever walk the earth? i think so.

OH YEA!?!?!?!?!?!

2005-05-20T03:11:25Z

this whole get out of school 2 weeks later than everyone else and have a million research papers/projects/essays/reports/more projects/assigments aren't really working out for me no they are not so it would be most enjoyable to have my magical disappearing powers come back into effect and i go some where far for the next 17 full school days.

thank you.

asodfkhokrpsot,g

2005-05-19T01:49:34Z

74.4% in french class!

strong C. s'alright i guess. i mean C's average. that should be a good thing.

but i guess the overacheiver in me is slightly dissapointed. but i must remind myself that i dont work HARD in that class because out of my two years of being in that awful class i have come to realize that its not how much french i learn that gives me a grade. its how much i learn about useless crap and that shes retarded. ok that sentence made no sense.

basically instead of reviewing USEFUL vocab and grammar. we go over AFRICAN FABLES from like ancient times. and we are tested on french history crap that i don't even know in english. i WANT to learn french. and how to not speak like an idiot. but that class doesn't offer me that opportunity.

screw this i'm going to france!

i will NOT be a kiss ass.